Ray J claims he was left “suicidal” after being blamed for leaking his and Kim Kardashian’s sex tape. The ‘One Wish’ hitmaker insisted he never handed over x-rated footage of himself and his former girlfriend – who he dated from 2003 to 2006 – to adult film company Vivid Entertainment but a deal to release ‘Kim Kardashian, Superstar’ was orchestrated by the 41-year-old beauty, her mother Kris Jenner and himself to help boost the SKIMS founder’s profile. And Ray is unhappy that the contract he signed prevented him from correcting a narrative that portrayed him as a villain and claimed the scand…